the weight of this silence
traps my breath within my chest
even tears cannot fall against it
there is a moment
that marks a point
when return is no longer an option
did it pass?
in the midst of everyday bullshit
and misguided thought?
did it slip
and fill the gap in between?
its power like stone
unbreakable...
soon,
we'll know soon
maybe it's too soon
to know for sure
or maybe certainty
comes unwillingly
yet unceasingly
increasingly....
i'll fight
till fists bleed
blood may be futile
but it's thicker than tears