ebb

like a thousand sunsets
the weight of a day put to rest
falls against this backdrop
of obligations
a hand outheld
always waiting
wanting
depleted
defeated
frustration
never enough
time
courage
energy
only hope
and faith
just so tired
of always trying
falling one step short
of every goal
of every mark
fading potential
and fleeting years
cant begin tomorrow
when i've yet to finish today