memories...

Here I am
Here- this desolate icy coldness.
Crevice in time, crack through my heart.
STUCK. Afraid to move forward
to feel this again- suffocated by fear.
Only tears break through
Breaking. Broken.
Shattered insignificance.
Hunted by truth,
destroyed by reality,
my own delusion,
my trust, my desire,
my perseverance,
my hope.
Betrayal- piercing my perception
my misconception
of what I deserved.
Afraid to move forward.
Vulnerability- unwillingly
scarred sensitivity.
Changing me
who I never wanted to be
losing control
I never had.