every last piece

every last piece of me
felt that moment
heard those words
every last piece of me
collapsed beneath the force
shifted form
ebbed
and flowed
every neuron fired
like lightening
and trembled like rain
but
still
i sat still
paralyzed
i sat still.
I sat
still feeling
and unable to break the connection
every last piece of me
desired to pull away
desired to
desire something else
worth desiring
every fucking last piece of me
will always remember
will always remember
will always remember